User blog:-Price-/Better left untitled

You have no idea how hard this is.

I don't know how to put any of this into words. It's too much. It doesn't even matter. It's completely irrelevant in human history. But it got me thinking about life, and now I'm really depressed.

You probably expect me to be back all cheeky tomorrow, and I might wake up that way, but then I'm going to remember what happened tonight and I will NEVER forget.

I guess I can try to make few statements.

I can't even tell you my full name. Some of you people reading this are my closest friends and I can't even tell you my name. It was a major thing just to show what I looked like, and most people on Wikia haven't even seen THAT.

I'm getting too emotional (I would say "Emo Reed" but Mr. I-Don't-Care-About-Your-Emotions Zeno would get mad at me even though he barely knows Reed like I do)

I almost cried. That's a first for pretty much any site I've been on like this. I've cried over internet things but it's been something worth crying over.

I've wanted to quit for a long time. I never could.

This is not easy. I need to sleep.

This is the legacy I'm leaving- Some 13 3/4 year old kid who got all emotional over a 4Chan thread. It's sad and it is what it is.

I might come back. I'll always want to. But I'm counting on the memory of what has happened to keep me from returning.

I'll always be watching, but this won't be the same. I'm getting too emotional and I've said this once before and I need to publish the blog or say "Forget it."

I won't edit, won't go on chat, just observe, if I can.

I have so much to say to so many people and I never can say it.

Goodbye, Wikia.

On the off chance I recover, I am leaving this account intact and debating disabling all others.

I don't want to end this blog. I really don't. Once I do my fate is sealed but it has to be done.

On the plus side I'll likely spend more time with the girlfriend all these, people, for lack of a better word, seem to think I don't have.

I've finished typing the blog but I can't find the will to publish this. I have it in me. Now is the time. A final act of strength in my weakest moment so far.

So much unsaid.

Goodbye, Wikia.

-Jason L.